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hnSmsX IYm-]m-{X-§Ä

\·bpsS ]pkvXIw

]mSmt\m hc-¡mt\m hi-an-Ãm¯ Fs¶ Hgnbm-_m-[-t]mse ]n´p-S-cp-I-bmWv, N{µsâ ]m«pw _me-tKm-]m-e³ amjpsS Nn-{Xhpw HcÀ°-¯nepw Xpe\w sN¿m³ ]äm¯ Cu c­p a\p-jy-tcbpw H¶n-¸n-¡p-¶Xv Ie-bpsS amkva-cn-IX am{X-am-Wv. hyXy-kvXhpw Ahn-Nm-cn-X-hp-amb kµÀ`-§-fn I­p-ap-«nb ChÀ, IY-sb-gp-Xp-t¼mÄ I¿m-e-¸p-d-¯n-cp¶v F¯n-t\m-¡m-dp­v, Ct¸mgpw.

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AXmXv Znhkw sN¿p¶ \³a-bpÅ Imcy-§Ä {]tXyIw t\m«p-]p-kvX-¯n Fgp-Xn-sh-¡-W-sa¶v Bdn ]Tn-¡p¶ Ime¯v kvIu«v amjnsâ IÀi\ \nÀt±-i-am-bn-cp-¶p. \qtdm \qä-¼tXm t]PpÅ ]pkvXIw AXn-\mbn hm§n-bn-cp-s¶-¦nepw \·-bpsS KÔapÅ kwK-Xn-I-sfm¶pw t]\¡v hg-§n-bn-Ã. t\m«v ]cn-tim-[\ ka-b¯v D­-¡®v angn¨v amjpsS Hcp t\m«-ap-­v. sIm¶p-I-fbpw F¶m-W-Xnsâ AÀ°w. s]s«¶v Xms\mcp kvIu«v amjm-WtÃm Ft¶mÀ½-h¶v apJ-`mhw amdpw. H¸w Ip«nI-fm-bm teiw kvt\lhpw Zbbpw a\p-jy-Xzhpw D­m-hp-¶Xv sXä-sö D]-tZ-ihpw. shdp¸pw {Iqc-Xbpw \nÀ±-b-Xzhpw F¶n Btcm-]n-¡-s¸-Sp-I-bm-sW¶v F\n¡v tXm¶n.

Bbn-S-¡mWv N{µ-s\-I-­p-ap-«p-¶-Xv. kvIqÄ hn«v ]g-©n-d-¯m-h-bpsS Xoc-¯qsS ho«n-te¡v hcn-I-bm-bn-cp¶p. tXm«p-h-¡nse sX§n³ tNm«n Hme-a-S-en aeÀ¶v InS¶v au¯v HmÀK³ hmbn-¡p-I-bm-bn-cp¶p N{µ³. B D]-I-cWw BZy-ambn ImWp-I-bm-bn-cp¶p Rm³. Idp¯ dºÀ \mS-bn `{Z-ambn sI«nb ]pkvX-I-§Ä \ne-¯p-sh¨v N{µ-\p-ap-¶n kmIqXw Ccp-¶p. “\o a[p-]-I-cq aeÀsNm-cnbq A\p-cm-K-]uÀ®-an-tb...................’’ ]pÅn-¡m-c³ ]m«n ebn-¨n-cn-¡p-I-bm-Wv. a\-Êns\ sImfp¯n hen-¡p-t¼mse tXm¶n. kv¡qfn t]mImsX Dg¸n \S-¡p¶ N{µ³ GXv kwKoX hnZym-e-b-¯n \n¶mWv CXv A`y-kn-¨Xv F¶v Rm³ AÂ`p-X-s¸-«p. ]m«-h-km-\n-¨-t¸mÄ Rms\m¶v DuXn-t\m-¡s« F¶p ]dªv au¯v HmÀK³ hm§n. ^q ^q F¶ DuX-e-ÃmsX, a[phpw ]IÀ¶n-Ã, aecpw sNmcn-ªn-Ã.

ho«n sN¶-bp-Ss\, ]g-©n-d-¯m-h-bpsS Xoc-¯p-sh¨v N{µsâ ck-apÅ ]m«v tI«p Ft¶m atäm t\m«p-_p-¡n Ipdn-¨n-«p. ]ntä-Zn-hkw _p¡v t\m¡n-b-t¸mÄ, ]Tn-t¡­ kabw tXm«p-h-¡n sN¶n-cp¶v I­ sX½m-Sn-¸n-tÅ-cp-sS-IqsS skmÅn-¡m³ \mW-an-sÃSmF¶v kvIu«v amjv Ie-¼n. Aev]w Ignªv apJ¯v Ir{Xn-a-amb kvt\lw hcp-¯p-Ibpw, “aäp Ip«n-I-sfms¡ Fs´Ãmw \à Imcyw sN¿p¶p, \o am{Xw Ft´ C§s\ Hcp kvIu«v F¶p ]d-ªm C§s\bmtWm” Fs¶m-s¡-bpÅ D]-tZ-i-§Ä hnf-¼pIbpw sNbvXp. aäp Ip«n-IÄ ]cn-lm-k-t¯msS Fs¶ t\m¡p-¶p-­m-bn-cp-¶p. Ah-cpsS t\m«p-_p-¡n-te¡v G´n henªv t\m¡n-b-t¸mÄ, AbÂ]-¡s¯ hey-½¡v shän-e-S¡ hm§n-s¡m-Sp-¯-Xpw,- ho-Wp-In-«nb \meW AÑs\ GÂ]n-¨-Xpw,- I-®p-Im-Wm¯ Ing-hs\ ssI]n-Sn¨p tdmUv apdn¨p IS-¯n-bXpw aäpw Ip¯n \nd-¨n-cn¡p-¶p.- A-hscms¡ \·-bpÅ Ip«n-I-Ä. Rm³ am{Xw....................................

A¶p sshIn«v ho«n-te¡v hcp-t¼mÄ]-g-©n-d-Xm-h-bpsS I¸m-e-¯n-\-Sp¯p sh¨v N{µ-³ Hcp Ip«nsb {Iqc-ambn CSn-¡p-¶Xp I­p. aq¶ps]-äp½m ]Ån N´-bn \n¶v Ip«n¡v Aѳ hm§n-s¡m-Sp¯ au¯v HmÀK³ c­p Znhkw ap³]v ImWm-Xm-bs{X!. I«Xv N{µ-\m-sW¶v sXfnhpk-lnXw ]nSn-¡-s¸-«-XpsIm­v sXm­n apX hm§m³ h¶-XmWv ]mhw. -a-e-t]mse h¶-h³ N{µsâ ssI¡-cp-¯n Fen t]mse Npcp-§n.- sh-Å-cn-¡-­-¯n-ep­mbncp¶ s]®p-§Ä HmSn h¶p ]nSn-¨p-am-än-b-Xp-sIm­v ]mhw Hcp hn[w c£-s¸-«p.

N{µ-s\-¡p-dn¨v ]n¶oSv tI«-sXms¡ tIÄ¡m³ sImÅm-¯-Xm-bn-cp-¶p. tamj-Whpw duUn-khpw aZy-]m-\hpw s]®p-]n-Sn-¯hpw Bbn-cp¶p CjvSsâ {][m\ sXmgnÂ. Ipäm-tcm-]W§Ä H¶n\p ]ndsI H¶mbn N{µ-\p-ta NmÀ¯-s¸-Sp-t¼mÄ “\o ambtà adbtà \oe-\n-em-shm-fnsb” F¶ au¯v HmÀK³ kwKo-X-amWv Fsâ a\-Ên h¶p \nd-bp-I.- ]n-¶n-sSm-cn-¡epw N{µsâ ]m«v tIÄ¡m³ Ign-ªn-sÃ-¦nepw F\n-¡-bmÄ kwKo-X-N-{I-hÀ¯n-bm-bn-cp-¶p.- \-·-Xn-·-I-fpsS AXnÀhc-¼p-Isf¡pdn¨v t_m[y-an-Ãm¯ \mfp-I-fn Hcp \nan-j-sa-¦nepw N{µ³ F\n¡v ssZh-Xp-ey-\m-bn-cp-¶p. N{µ³ F¶n-ep-bÀ¯nb hn§-ep-I-fmWv ]n¡m-e¯v \·-bpsS ]pkvXIw F¶ IY-sb-gp-Xm³ t{]c-I-am-b-Xv. IY-bn N{µs\ F\n¡v sImtín h¶p.- IY A¨-Sn¨p h¶ ‘IY’ ssZzhm-cnI \m«p-¼p-d¯v A{X {]cm-N-an-Ãm-¯-Xn-\mepw Rm³ IY-sb-gp-Xp¶ Bfm-sW¶v BÀ¡pw Adn-bm-¯-Xn-\mepw ]cn-¡p-I-sfm¶pw IqSmsX c£-s¸-«p.- am-Xr-`qan BgvN-¸-Xn-¸n {]kn-²o-I-cn¨ ‘Xnc-am-e-I-sf-¶-t]mse’ F¶ IY¡pw {]tNm-Z-\-am-bXv N{µ³ Xs¶.

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A¨m-¨³ acn-¨-t¸mÄ ho«nse Npa-cn F³emÀPv sNbvXv Xq¡p-¶-Xn-\mbn Hcp t^mt«m D­m-bn-cp-¶n-Ã. ]Tn-¸n¨ kvIqfn \n¶v hfsc¡mew ap³s]-Sp¯ dnt«-bÀsaâv t^mt«m In«n-bn-cp-s¶-¦nepw Bcp-sSbpw apJw hyà-am-bn-cp-¶n-Ã.- I®pw aq¡pw sXfnªp ImWp-t¶-bnà hme³aq« Xn¶v an¡-bn-S¯pw Zzmcw hoWn-cp¶p. F³emÀPv sN¿m³ ]e ÌpUn-tbm-Ifnepw Ib-dn-bn-d-§n.- Bcpw X¿m-dm-bnà Ah-km\w Btcm ]d-ª-X-\p-k-cn¨v I®qÀ Ht­³ tdmUn-epÅ KoXm-RvPen kvIqÄ Hm^v BÀSvknse _me-tKm-]m-e³ amsj sN¶p I­p. t^mt«m I­-t¸mÄ

amjv BZyw Hgnªp amdn. Fsâ At¸m-gs¯ apJ-`mhw I­nt«m Ft´m, h-c¨p t\m¡mw Dd-¸nà F¶p ]d-ªp. BgvN-IÄ Ignªv Rm³ t]mb-t¸mÄ amjv hc¨ Nn{Xw I­v sR«n-t¸m-bn. CXp-hsc ImWm¯ apJw. A¨m¨-\p-ambn Hcp kmayhpw CÃm-bn-cp-¶p. amän hc-¡m-sa¶v amjv k½-Xn-¨p. ASp-¯-bmgvN t]mb-t¸mÄ thsdmcp apJw. Hmtcm BgvNbpw Rm³ KoXm-Rv-P-en-bpsS ac-t¡mWn Ib-dn.- Hmtcm Xh-Wbpw apJ-¯nsâ cq]hpw `mhhpw Rm³ ]dªpsImSp-¡p-¶p-­m-bn-cp-¶p. Nncn-¡p-t¼mÄ s\än-ta Iptd Npfn-hp-IÄ D­m-hm-dp-s­¶pw apJ-amsI \ndª Nncn-bm-bn-cn-¡p-sa¶pw aäpw ]dªp sImSp-¯p. A¨m-¨sâ kz`m-h-hn-ti-j-§fpw CS-¡nsS ]d-bp-a-mbn-cp¶p. amjv FÃmw kmIqXw tI«p-sIm-­n-cp-¶p. -Fsâ hni-Zo-I-c-W-§Äs¡m-¸n¨v amjv {_jv Nen-¸n¨p. F{X {]mhiyw Nn{X-¯n\v amäw hcp¯n F¶-dn-bn-Ã. C{X-b-[nIw £a-bpÅ Hcp a\-jys\ Rm³ I­n-«n-Ã. Ah-km\w Hcp Znhkw Fs¶ AÛp-X-s¸-Sp-¯n-s¡m­v amjv Nn{Xw hc¨p X¶p. CXmWv, CXp Xs¶! Rm³ ]dªp ]n¡m-e¯v tZim-`n-am\n hmcn-I-bn {]kn-²o-I-cn¨ ‘hey-ѳ’ F¶ IY Cu A\p-`-h-¯nsâ ]IÀ¯nsb-gp-¯m-Wv.

_me-tKm-]m-e³ amjv kuay\pw, im´-\pw, H¸w A´Àap-J-\p-am-bn-cp¶p. Cu A\p-`-h-¯n\p tijw amjp-ambn lrZ-b-_Ôw Øm]n-¡m³ F\n¡p Ign-ªn-«p­v. Nn{X-Im-c-·mcmb Hcp ]mSv injy-·mÀ D­m-bn-«pw Nn{Xw hc-¡m-\-dn-bm¯ Ft¶mSv amjn\v hmÂk-ey-am-bn-cp-¶p.

Zmh¬K-sc-bn \n¶v Nn{X-I-e-bn kzÀ®sa-U-tem-Sp-IqSn hnP-b-¨mWv amjv I®q-cn hcp-¶Xv A_vkv{SmIväv s]bnânw-Kn AXn-Im-b-\m-bn-cp¶p amjv. s]bnâpw H¸w {ItbmWpw D]-tbm-Kn¨v amjv hc¨ emâvkvt¡¸p-IÄ¡v khn-ti-j-amb Nmcp-XbmWv. tIc-f-¯n-\I¯pw ]pd¯pw \nc-h[n FIvkn-_n-j-\p-IÄ \S-¯n-bn-«p-s­-¦nepw amjn\v AÀln-¡p¶ AwKo-Imcw e`n-¨n-cp-¶nÃ. AwKo-Im-c-¯n-\p-th­n ]c¡w ]mbm³ amjn-\-dn-bn-Ãm-bn-cp-¶p. amj v- AIm-e¯n A´-cn¨ hnhcw ]{X-¯n hbn-¨mWv Adn-ª-Xv. Iptd Imew Akp-J-ambn InS-¸n-em-bn-cp-¶t{X!. AXv Adn-bm-Xn-cp-¶Xpw \¶mbn. Ct¸mgpw amjv \ndPoh-t\m-Sn-cn-¡p¶p F¶v k¦Â¸n-¡m-\mWv CjvSw. _me-tKm-]m-e³ amjpsS Nn{X-§Â kwc-£n-¡-s¸-Sm³ Bsc-¦nepw Fs´-¦nepw sN¿p-¶pt­m Bthm?

N{µsâ au¯v HmÀK-\n \n¶,v _me-tKm-]m-e³ amjpsS {_jn \n¶v aämÀ¡pw a\-Ên-emhm¯ \·IÄ Xncn-¨-dn-bpI-bm-bn-cp¶p. X«n-¡-f-bm³ F{X {ian-¨mepw N¡-bpsS hnfªoÀ t]mse ]än-¸n-Sn¡pw Cu \·-IÄ. aqÀ¯-amb A£-c-§Ä sIm­v Ah-X-cn-¸n-¡m-\m-hmsX Ah DÅnsâ GtXm tImWn X§n \n¡pw

Xp¼n-IÄ Xpf¨ Im«p-ap-f-bn \n¶v ]nd-hn-sb-Sp-¡p¶ {]mIrX cmK-a-ÃmsX asä-´mWv kwKoXw!. Hcp A_vkv{SmIvSv s]bvânwKv AÃmsX asä-´mWv PohnXw!